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2005-06-20T03:12:00.000-07:00

Attn: those tt I've offended in my last entry

My apology 2 e clique tt I've offended. Reflecting on the words that I've used, I've realized tt it was harsh. That being said, I also feel disappointed and angry @ e person hu wld say all these to me.

My intention was nv 2 influence other ppl to think bad abt you (e group), that was why I nv left names on the post. I nv expected an audience to my blog, being a social outcast. Through many instances, especially when I was following my ex partner 2 recess wif u guys, I felt tt u guys nv put others in high regard, putting others down often and shutting out a lot of people from your group.

However, hanging out wif u guys, I felt a sense of loyalty in ur grp. When someone or anyone insulted one grp member, u'll protect each other. And I was touched. My apologies 4 having imposed on ur grp then.

On one of the days, a member of ur grp toked 2 me abt the perth trip. I felt that she was boasting and was upset towards her boastful attitude towards me. I could have misinterpreted her intentions.

Being a social outcast, it was difficult 4 me 2 get along wif 2b1. during the perth trip, I realized it was tougher. I tot tt u guys were laughing behind my back, n I was hurt.

The last few tags were quite true, save for 1 or 2. if I din wear a bra to perth, tt's also none of ur business.

Charms, im sorry abt ur link, will change it soon.

My blog reflect my thoughts and is definitely not a personal attack against anybody.

2005-06-12T07:21:00.000-07:00

well, i dun wanna write anemore abt my trip... lyk so boring.... erm....nth much.. got a roxy wallet for A$20...damn ex... other than tt, nth liao... very sleepy now... june hols rock man... no nid go skool and see some idiots face...lyk some ppl clique lah..... one of the biggest... always take up two tables.. got one girl tink she very pretty, got one kiam pah face... yah..idiots lah them...heck!!! f**k them lah

2005-06-07T23:37:00.000-07:00

well, i've decided to add some colour to my entries... if not so boring hor... ok. i shall continue to tell u abt my trip to perth... anyway, oh sheesh...i for got where i wrote until liao...oh yes!!!! after Bunbury Catholic College, we go back to apartmant... then change liao then go to some Indian Restaurant for dinner...then we went to a supernarket to buy the things we need for cooking dinner... my grp cook spagetti and soup then dunno lyk wad in the end lah... then buy breakfast for two days then go back then write journal then slp liao... yepp...dats all for the 2nd day...
morning wake up super early.. *yawn* then brush teeth than eat breakfast then go off liao... today go Helena College School... not nice one... as in coz they don't tok to u, treat u invisible, the lessons so boring!!!!!!! compare yesterday's sch with today, i rather go yesterday's sch... after lunch board bus go to Mundaring Weir... quite interesting...then go Aboriginal programme... learn the different dance, then see the degaradoo, and alot lah...then dinner had sausage, kangaroo meat, fruit, salad, chicken wings and cheese... then go back apartmant and sleep... [this was the first day of winter]

2005-06-06T21:59:00.000-07:00

im back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! at B.B.C., my buddy was Asha... very nice gal...we went to a klas called SOSE.. when i went in, every body said"hi". got a shock!!! got alot of pple, bu forgot thier names... heheheheheh...paiseh... the sose teacher very grumpy leh...i was telling asha sth abt WWII then that grumpy old teacher sae dat asha's recess is gone coz he asked for silence.... so *bleah* loh... after dat, we went for dance.. so FUN!!!! watch them practice dance, so interesting... then we have recess and then religious class(RE) we were toking abt some material wealth and stuff, and the teacher asked for some examples of countries which "practices" such acts... than this gal said " singapore".. very nice lah she... any wae, we next had math... we skipped math and walked around the skool...after math was lunch and then english.. by the time it was english, i was very tired... YAWN..heehee...

yepp...write more L8...

2005-06-05T21:31:00.000-07:00

well, im back and i guess i'll tell ya wad happened during the trip....aneway, the first day we went to a fruit orchard... there, i spent my first $25 to buy nougats...than we went to some chinese restaraunt that i went b4... perth is like my second home... coz i keep visiting dat place...after lunch, we visited to canal rocks... hey its a beach!!! so windyyy........... after the beach, we checked in to our hotel b4 going to the ngilgi caves... quite fun... the sharing shed was nxt, so yah... we had roast meat or sth of that sort 4 dinner b4 going back to our hotel...at Broadway Resort...
the nxt day, we woke up at abt 5.45 to go bathe and pack our luggage and left for breakfast... we had breakfast at fast eddys...the burger was huge!!! than we went to Bunbury Catholic College... the school was my Favorite skool.... i'll continue some other day coz im kinda slpy now... bb

2005-05-28T02:02:00.000-07:00

tmr is D-Day....kk...sounds lyk some battle stuff...anywae, tmr mii, carolyn, clare, joyce, elizabeth, fiona going perth. seven of us...oh! including dayna... its winter!!! and have to wear uniform... dunno how im going to survive it....todae got meet the parents thingy... dunno wad t-cher tell mii mum lah... i dun wanna noe...we going chocolate factory... i can't wait!!! tmr nite... wah... seems so long... but im sure i'll miss mii mummy and daddy... lucky there got elise... can tok to her... i'll be gone for one week...erm... i haven gotten mii tooth paste, shampoo and soap yet... and i still have to go buy a pair of jeans!!! im not goin to wear my jj one. that one damn ex... scared lost... the levi one to small... anyway, i bring all super thick clothes... scared cold mah... gtg... bye... will update when i come back..

2005-05-20T06:37:00.000-07:00

one more week b4 hols... can't wait...haha... 10 more daes to perth trip... haha... todae got walk a jog... sho hot... 2.5km... sho tired... yawn...come home, slept 2 hrs straight..then late for gz prac... then kena scolding frm thum lao shi...tmr got shu pei b'dae at seangoon mc... got her prezzie liao..its a jewellery box frm precious moments... and its pink... hey! u noe that u can't lick ur elbows? and "mother-in-law= woman hitler" if u rearrange the letters... ok. im toking crap... going to slp liao... bubbye!!!

2005-05-13T23:21:00.000-07:00

its almost the holidays...yay...haha...me and many other gals going perth with school... yay...
dotts... anyway dere's some pple in my klas hu r so narrow minded..our klas is supposed to be united.. but obviously not in some ways... we r divided into many different cliques... some cliques r against each other.. dese pple live in a world which is: me, my clique, my "cliques-best fren", my teachers, my family members...lyk wad michelle said, having cliques is very "unhealthy"...u dun mix around with each other... pple whom dey dun lyk, dey dun take in..if dey sart to dislyk u and u r in the clique, they "throw u out"....i wonder y is our klas lyk dat..i realli would lyk it if we could really be a united klas, to be frens with every one else, to not have any enemies.haix... some times i realli wanna b cocooned frm this world.to be protected...

2005-05-01T06:00:00.001-07:00

heyyos.. i kept my promise so here i m.. heh. any way.. i've juz gotten the news last week dat im going to perth!!!! yay..sorry now den i sae..didn't haf the tym to come and inform..haha..anyway,i still have ta go and study for my history test...and by the way, gz got gold WITH honours for syf!!! yayayayayay...haha..lols...some pple sae dat our skool and xin min sec very close...and the judges didn't noe hu to give it to...so yepps...anyway, xin min shld oso deserve it...oh..the pressure is on us now...in 2 years time, we muz oso get gold with honours..so abt ths point..im not very happy abt it though...so trala..i very sleepy...[[yAwN]]

2005-05-01T06:00:00.000-07:00

2005-04-12T04:33:00.000-07:00

i noe i haven been updating dis... but wad 2 do...very bz lehh...lyk now...bb.... will update another dae... i PROMISE
*i don break my promises..*

2005-03-26T02:59:00.000-08:00

this is week i dunno wad liao....but i only noe next week thursday i got bio and chem test, and im gonne DIE!!!!

holidays!!!!!!!!!!

2005-03-15T03:38:00.000-08:00

its finally the hols!!! ok.the 4th day of the hols...haha...slacking lots n catching up on the past movies i haf missed...which i practically everythin...haha...i think im gonna cont'd watching tv now.. haha...skool nv giv hw...not lyk other skools...haha...lucky rite?
but friday need to go back to skool the whole day frm 9-6.30 loh... im gonna die.. haha... i go mend my blog now... Ciao!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-03-06T19:04:00.000-08:00

im in skool.... juz had recess.... very full... my mom woke mi up VERY early so tired... yawn.... haha.....
wads it wid boys????? some too xiao qi, some is bochap... haix... maybe dats only the outer layer of them...muz go deep into them???? ai ya.. i dunno la... i dink i only noe these type of boys..haha...its kinda disappointing to noe... buaiz... i don wanna tok anymore...
*~live in my own world of disappointment~*

2005-02-27T19:02:00.000-08:00

lots of tests and no mid year....how bad can my life get???? worse...i noe that...coz im only in sec 2.....haiz.... some more every day need to do project...den still doing my piano theory.... haiz....everybody is skipping grades....All except me.....haiz....

2005-02-11T01:03:00.000-08:00

chinese new year iz over!!!!!!!!! maybe not realli...it e third dae.... but still need to go to skool loh....so sian....... hAix....heehee... these two day, including e eve of chinese new year, i ate n at until my tummy gonna burst... haha....tmr oso have....buaiz....

2005-02-06T03:33:00.001-08:00

hey pple!!!!!!!!!!i noe i haben been writing, but i was sick!!!!!!! can't blame me... chinese new year so i wish all of u, a happy and prosperous new year ahead... well, nth interesting for me to write, so i shan't write any more.... ya... but ya... so trala!

2005-01-25T19:32:00.000-08:00

sigh..my birthday is over.... im 14....sig... today, i went to skool for 1 and a half and came home coz i got intestine cramp...wadeva dat is... bb

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2005-01-22T05:34:00.000-08:00

wads wrong wid th world????
me frewns seem to b angry wid me, seem to NOT sympathise wid me....

*SIGH*

im gonna slp now... buaiz... i dunno wad to write

2005-01-01T19:03:00.000-08:00

the holiday is ending.....or rather, has ended.... so sad... tmr need to go to skool... armed wid only a rag... moz probably to clean up the new skool.... it takes 5 mins to walk frm one end to another... juz read abt the sahara desert dat used to be green... as in there were plants dere laz time... and under it now is fresh water, enough to fill a small sea... it is called fossil water... the news of it shocked me.. the latest news is at the tsunami... in Asia of course... its sad.. wad a way to end 2004 and start 2005... its worrying, to c so much dead bodies lying around... in yesterdaes new paper, it was reported tat a gal's memory is lost.. i tink she is juz suffering frm post-trauma.. i too got a shock wen i heard the news last week wen i was shelving books at orchard library... i tot it was a minor one... not much casualties... but it came as a greater shock wen i saw the death toll increasing by the hundreds as the water pulled back, and the bodies began to appear. i certainly pity the sinaporean boy whose mother died in the tsunami... and the swedish boy who lose his mother too.... i learnt much frm this incident, to treasure our family members, coz we will nv noe wads gonna happen tmr, n the future... well, i've said enough for today...

2004-12-11T21:13:00.000-08:00

its so good to be home!!!!!!! haha i juz cum back frm japan and it was absolutely fabulous!!!!well, we were supposed to arrive in tokyo 0635, but the plan cldn't land coz of bad weather so we flew to osaka and waited in the plane for another 3-4 hrs b4 returning... dat 3-4 hs was spent in the plane... the captain wldn't allow us to go out, 4 christ noes wad reasons... then we flew back to tokyo, by which was lunch time...we then headed to ginza for lunch, followed by a trip to the temple, there were so much food!!!!!!! we bought n bought n ate n ate... haha... then we went to a hot spring hotel and we wore some sort of traditional payjamas down for dinner... after dinner, we went t the hot spring... we had to go in n bathe naked... lukily it was not a mixed one... or else i wld hav died on the spot....after we came out, i realised my skin was redder then my kuzzin's...lyk raw meat...its was scary!!!! we went to our rms and realised we wld be slping on tatamis... so fun!!!!
the second dae started horridly, wen we were supposed to go up mount fuji... unfortunately, the guards forbade us to coz it was foggy.... then sadly, we headed to disney sea.... it was fun and CLEAN.... there were a few rides dat weren't realli roller coasters and i took almoz all the rides available... we met at 1930 which was alredy v. dark... we had chinese food which wasn't reali nice.. it was lyk... 'hello? i came to japan to eat japanese food...not chinese food...'dats the secnd dae... the third dae was abt the same so ya..m signing off now so its kinda ya....buaiz...

2004-12-01T19:06:00.000-08:00

haha... taufik batisah won!!! He rulz, he rocks and he's a WINNER!!! hahahahahahaha... okay... maybe i was over- reacting.. but.. u noe... anyway, 2 more days!!! then i will be going to japan.. hah!!!! yeah.......went to my kuzzins violin concert dat dae.. and u noe hu i saw??? the gal hu got me into trouble... im not gonna sae any names here.. in case she reads this and I get into trouble again... can't stan her.. juz coz she frm rg doesn't mean she has the right to look down on others hu dun go to those top skool rite... crap her.. she's such a sucker... nvm.. yesterday i saw my god sis.. so cute!!!! she run all over the place and im so tired... then she started drooling.. haha.. i ate nasi lemak for lunch and she came over to me and wanted the peanuts.. and her teeth juz came out.. then she stuffed 2 peanuts into her mouth and told me egg... then i gave it to her... arh.. she so cute!!!! last nite went for tuition and we toked abt singapore idol... and i was lyk.. totally against sly... then my friend used her jacket and whacked me with it.. not dat i hate him but juz dat i tot an ah ben lyk him ought not to be in singapore idol... but he's in... he should change his look... so 'beng'... he has got the ah lian and ah beng fan base... taufik got the ah mat fan base.. which is so much better than having the earlier type of fan base... haha.. im gonna sign off here so dun miss me.. ok... im lame...

2004-11-21T01:20:00.000-08:00

thinking of changing my template agan... honestly....every time i blog, i change template...hahasss later got sum wierdo guzheng cncert at the esplanade... and its such a gloomy sad rainy day... sob... i feel so moody... juz kidding... i tink i'll go change my template b4 continuing my typing... hahasssssssssss

2004-11-17T17:08:00.000-08:00

hahahas.. finally noe how to change template liao.....its onli 9.08 n the morning... i wanna slp!!!!!later still have guzheng klas... can die....now need to send sth to ms ang....sum cip thingy... so ... ya.........hahahahahaha moi rm in a hue mess...later than pack...dun care...

saturday, December 13 2004

2004-11-12T22:48:00.000-08:00

' its hard to forget a close frewn of urs easily'.... onestly.. it is so true...but sometimes it just can't be helped... its fated... its god's will... noone can help it... not even me. ok.. its saturdae...and my bro juz book out... nth much to do... except to type my blog.. to all o level students:good luck!!! i noe it may be sressfl... but juz relex....it can't be helped... this just the beggining... in life there are more obstacles u haf to meet and to overcome... well.. dats all i hafta sae...buaiz...

saturday, november 6 2004

2004-11-06T04:55:00.000-08:00

i ain't got much to say coz nth has happened in my humble huse yet... mum sent me for xtra guzheng lessons and it is quite ok...guess wad? im going for a holiday to tokyo!! i noe i maybe a bit out dated to those hu have already been to disney sea but...i guess itis perfectly fine TO ME...haha... change my blog template but dun really like ... i uess i have to stick to it coz i dunno how to do he linkin and stuff....need my frewn o help me... abit patatic rite? i guess i will juz sign off here...

Saturday, 23 October 2004

2004-10-22T17:46:00.000-07:00

nothing much has happened so far.... juz dat i got back my results liao... din't do well but i didn't fail too...haha
sec 2 work veri difficult leh...so many cemical equations.... sure die next year....
honestly....i dunno wad else to write liao...but it is so short!!! oh ya... wednesday i met darren again... i gae him a very dirty black look....and we were playing "off the hook" with mrs ong....i new quite a lot about Prince William so i halped everybody EXCEPT him... haha... then we watched a short clip on Prince William and before it started, we turned our chairs to face the screen at the back of te klas and jui hang tickled darren n ha freaked out... now i noe his weak point liao.. haha
u noe i still wonder y darren stole my pencil box and ie it... was it becoz he tot it was funny to watch me stuggle without it? well, if it is true, then he is wrong...i easily borrowed stationary frm others... onestly...crap la...

saturday, October 16 2004

2004-10-15T21:22:00.000-07:00

haha.... finally sumbody is able to help me with my blog....u noe hu? its ETHEL SIM!!!! cool rite.... still thinking of changing my blog template.... haha mum is out looking at kitchens wiv aunt.... u noe dat all indonesians call "insects", "animals?haha.... so cool rite....to nite mum maebe invite thomas ong over.... u noe hu he is rite? act in "o xiang papa" b4.... haha gonna play computer ames now.. so i wont rite any more rubbish.... haha

Friday, 15 October 2004

2004-10-15T05:30:00.000-07:00

wonder how to tag ppl...todae no need go to skool coz is marking dae...but still got music and science klas.. sian man...sigh... my parents go out for dinner and leave mi at home ...then my bro onli booking out tmr nite... sigh very sad.
sth i juz wonder y life is so miserable for sum pple... no freedom...no happiness... wonder how they survive...lucky im not one of them...my parents may be strict, but still got gimme a bit of freedom...
haha...honestly... i dunno wad else to sae so im stoppin here...

Thursday, October 14 2004

2004-10-14T02:10:00.000-07:00

darn it...
mum sold her car...
now no car...
and my music klas is at Bukit Timah!!!
gosh...
its like practically across the island of Singapore...
take taxi wld be too ex.
how??
sigh..........................................
honestly... its bluey.......haiz
oh ya! yesterdae the freakin darren frm tuition klas took my whole pencil box and hid it loh!
crap... then wen i ask him 4 it he sae he didn't take it .....son of a bitch.... then the whole 2 hours i hadta borrow pen frm my frewns loh....gave him a bloody dirty black look... wad goes around cums around... revenge is alwaes sweet... next week he will cry... i will make sure he cry... idiot freak... and i will enjoy it...
not dat i no heart after wad he did, i will make him pay... PAY!!!!!

Tuesday, October 12 2004

2004-10-12T01:48:00.000-07:00

*sigh* exams haf juz ended n i am STRESSED!!
its so hot todae...
neighbour doing construction work...
so noisy...
dunno y they bother...
cant stand pple hu flaunt their wealth...
wan pple cum n rob them or wad...
crap them la...
*SIGH*

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